An Open Letter!

Once a wise man said,”What defines us is how we rise after falling”. Life is so experiencing that you’ll fall each and every moment. But I guess that’s good. I don’t care what people say because everyone doesn’t go through everything that you’re facing at this moment. I can see you isolated in that darkness by having some ray of light in your emotions, words, and feelings. You too are a fighter for your own destiny.
I see a honesty in your eyes which is the best thing you have. You’re so positive that it motivates me. I’ve started believing in myself again which is the biggest thing I conquered on. I was all lost in that shitty world having no focus, patience, and vision. I see you as a very interesting, undiscovered, charming soul which I feel is rare. I don’t know why but I see the pain in your eyes with an expression of happiness over your face. The best part is you accepted your own downfall in your stories. That’s the magic of stories. I used to think that I’m always right but that was my biggest misconception about myself. A person has to be wrong then only he can be right one day.
Your words seem to be directional but your eyes hide everything. That’s the biggest treasure you have. That’s what you are and I can say this blindly without looking into your eyes again, they’re as deep as your thoughts. You know I came across many people in my life and to be honest I could sense lies in their words. But your eyes are so honest that every time when I get a glimpse of it I wish not to fall deeper which tends to infinity. I wish I could walk those known streets with you. You know a person who accepts his or her mistake are the ones who are not the worst. They are actually the best ones. You can’t change the past but you can make things according to you to an extent. You are a diamond in that mine full of coal. Consider me that miner who found you. You no longer belong to that mine. You belong somewhere, where people can see your worth. And not everyone can afford you. That’s your beauty.
I was about to get absorbed in that black hole of my life and there was no coming back from it but I did. I always knew that something will always be there inside me, that single feeling will never let me give up. The depths you hold are just making me afraid to discover you. To be honest I’ve faced death 9 times in my life. It was like I passed the last path of death but death didn’t accept me. That every single time I learned something from it that you’ll survive and you’ll fight for your own sake. If you stop facing problems in life then you can’t rise.
“You begin the life alone but you don’t die alone”. Memories die along with you. We have to go so far that you can’t imagine. I know someday I’m gonna meet you at the path you’ve chosen to travel. That day I won’t let you feel alone for a single nanosecond.
The shadows of your heart are hanging in the sweet, sweet air… i know you baby.

The Girl who survived!

Around 7 years ago, there existed a guy who wanted to get admission into IIT’s. He was born to become an engineer. He was fighting with his fate every day so that one day he comes into the list of those 10000 who gets admission into IIT’s. He had to travel 50km every day for his coaching. Although it’s been a time taking journey but he never gave up. He knew life is not as easy as he’s not a child anymore. He’s grown up man now. He loved Mathematics after his family and friends. He has always been magnificent in it. He was the topper of Mathematics in 10th as well as 12th boards. He said Mathematics is the best thing which has been ever discovered. He liked Chemistry which was more than a mystery for him. Physics, the word which was more than a nightmare for him
One fine day he got late and missed the last local. He couldn’t do anything except wait for another one. After waiting for another 45 minutes he got a train. It was wintered so the whole sleeper coaches were almost empty. He sat on a seat knowing the fact that no one is around. After the departure of the train, he could hear something. He ignored it for a few times but then he looked everywhere and there was no sign of anyone. Just after a few seconds, he felt as if someone touched his feet. He got a shock.
When you feel a shock and you’re scared at the same moment then it becomes hard to catch things which were going in your mind. He exactly felt so. He gathered some courage to look down to his seat. He switched on the flashlight of his phone and then what he saw there was against humanity, against every imagination anyone could ever think & feel.
A girl, lying down with blood spread over her tore clothes. He couldn’t even react. He gathered some more courage and tried to lift her out. He could feel the pain which he saw in her eyes. She was cried making me feel she has gone through worst. Nothing could be so bad, helpless, painful than that.
She was raped badly. She was shivering. She was bleeding. How could people be so fucking lusty and inhuman? How could people use someone like this for their own desires and lust? It was not at all acceptable. A girl in her early 20’s is facing such things is something people should ashamed of.
She was so scared that she begged him to not even look at her. That broke him from inside. How could he just see her like that? He offered her a bottle of water but she refused. He could see the pain by her words and action. She was lying in front of her. He took out his ID card and told her, ‘Don’t Worry, I’m not gonna hurt you. You can see my ID. I wanna help you. ‘
She started crying louder and he had no way to make her comfortable in his presence. He suddenly poured half of the water in the bottle on her face. She stopped crying for a while and grabbed the bottle and drank it like the thirsty bird. She calmed down for a while and looked at me as if she still had some hope left with her. She looked strong.
He had a packet of fruitcake left with me. He offered it to her. She looked to him in such a manner that tears start rolling down his eyes again. But she was numb. He asked her, “What has happened to you?” Who did all this to you? She answered him in a very offending way. Do you wanna do it? Go carry on. I won’t stop you from doing it.

He :- Please don’t say that and don’t cry. I wanna help you. I’m not one of those.
She :- Why do you wanna help me? Don’t give me much sympathy.
He :- As a human being I can feel what you’re going through and I can’t see you in this pain.
She :- No you can’t feel what I’m going through. I’m being raped by two men two times in the running train.
She :- I wanna go to hell.

She ran from that place towards the gate. He stopped her by holding her hand tightly. She was begging him to leave her hand but he didn’t leave. He made her sit again and called the Railway Police Force. This time when she looked into his eyes, she found him worried about her. Tears were rolling down his eyes. The next station was coming and she didn’t want to go to Police as she couldn’t trust anyone. They arrived the next station and the Railway Police with lady constable came into the coach. That lady constable had a bed sheet with them. They wrapped the bed sheet on her body. She was still crying. They took her. And the last word she said to him was…

“Thank you for being such a respectable person. I wish your every dream may come true.”

That was the day that made him realize a few things in life.

“Always respect a woman no matter who she is. Never judge her for anything. Never say anything that could make her feel uncomfortable. Respect her decisions because women are born fighters. You can’t even think of the pain that she goes through in their life. Even if you love her one-sided, love her forever. Never ask her forcibly to love you or do anything for you.”
He wished to meet her again but unfortunately, it didn’t happen.