I found her!

One night, as I gazed
The stars above,
I met a girl
And she looks like you,
She talks like you.
She laughs like you.
She smiles like you.
Her eyes glitter like yours.
She has this kind of force
That makes my time stop –
That makes me fall
The way I fell for you.

I met someone like you,
Her words are also filled
With flowers’ fields –
With butterflies –
With stars in the night.
Her words are as colorful
As yours.
They’re beautiful
To hear.
She’s beautiful
Like you, my dear.

I met someone like you,
My love.
She dances like you.
She goes with the music
Of the mellifluous wind.
She sings and speaks
The way your lips
And voice create
A honey-flavored trip
In my tickled ears –
Inside my head –
Inside my heart –
A romantic art.

I met someone like you,
I found someone like you.
I met her.
I found her
While my heart
Was crying,
Breaking,
Shattering,
And losing
A billion beats
Because of the memories
You left with me.

I met someone like you.
She looks like you.
She smiles like you.
She talks like you.
And even though
She never looks at me.

I met someone like you.
I have a choice to fall for her
And I did fall into her deep eyes.

Hope & Faith

Why do we fall for anything? Is it because we do have choice or something else? But the point is we have to rise up after that fall. Today I do feel hope is something that makes us rise up again & again. And Faith is something that never let hope go away. I always wanted to keep that hope inside me but why is it getting fainted day by day. Is it because I don’t need it or I don’t deserve to hope? Don’t know.

Feeling numb is all that I’ve inside. Is it necessary to feel anything else? Sometimes no I guess. Its better to find peace in that numbness. And numbness comes when you start losing hope & faith simultaneously. Being emotional was not a choice for me, it was predefined. I feel I can’t change myself emotionally but control my emotions. Life is something which is yet to be explored. I’ve seen just a bit of it. The whole cake is yet to arrive.

What should I do? Maybe someone else has the answer. Should I stop researching things & leave that ideology behind? God knows.

Should I stop hoping for something better? I guess “NO” because good things come to those who never lose hope & faith.

When Life becomes a game!

I don’t know my exact state of mind as I have mixed feelings inside me. What I know is just I need to work harder and harder. Life’s hard sometimes more than your imagination and capabilities. But you can’t fight with time as its the universal leader. I always knew that nothing’s gonna be easy.

I miss Mom badly. The single feeling is the most painful one. She died just after the day I was born. I can’t live with this feeling. I believe you are the only person whom I can think of in my dreams. This world is so selfish that we people have no idea. It’s like living without a rhythm.

The day you left me I felt disappointed. I thought where I was wrong and felt that maybe I couldn’t stand up to your expectations. Expectations do hurt and turn us. I tried reading your mind thinking about it’s state and I understood that you’re just not a fighter but a warrior more than anyone could feel and understand. I used to believe in God earlier but not anymore. I can just feel myself. It’s the most manipulative positive and sometimes hatred feeling that you can think and feel of. I know you must be going through a lot. But I have also seen that you’re finding happiness inside that negativity around you. These tears are just giving me enough reasons to rise up again. I need you at this moment of life if you can. You’re the most inspiring person in my life. The reason is you left an energy inside me which will never fade away.

Let the darkness lead us into the light
Let our dreams get lost, feel the temperature rise
Baby, tell me one more beautiful lie
One touch and I ignite…