The Work of Art!

Meeting people is like committing the same mistake again and again. But what happens when you intentionally wanna commit such mistake for one last night. Giving last shot to the fear you have inside you is something takes courage, at least for me. And then I met someone. A person beyond my imagination or simply the perfection ends there.

A fighter for a thousand reasons, an angel for happiness and the natural beauty of the place between heaven & hell. She’s the princess and everyone is after her but she’s still undiscovered. She controlled that hormonal secretion inside her to keep her at the ground state all the time. Even her name describes that she’s a part of everything. But the saddest part is I can’t hear her heartbeats. Why so? She’s still left to be discovered by someone who could understand her completely, love her passionately, fulfill her every fantasy, care for her like a baby and respect her for what she’s now and will.

I see a confidence and boldness inside her, which is rare. I’ve seen people pretending such way but not everyone holds this inside them. There’s a positivity in every word. When such unexpected people meet you, what else you could wish for. I feel a dream or a death wish come true. Honesty, a small word but that’s all you need from a person. I feel that in those whispers of her. She met me in the phase of life when I was all alone having faith in me. I still remember that laugh of her, that’s unforgettable at least for me. I’ve dreamed that when two strangers meet they start understanding those things that people find worthless. I believe those stranger feelings are the most sacred and honest ones.

It’s 2:55 and I’m still imagining her. How could time be so kind to me? Maybe KARMA pays off someday when you need the most. I wish I could travel those untouched paths with her. It’s like a dream now. But what if she doesn’t think the same way. It’s fine I guess because sometimes in your life you don’t get everything, you just get a part of someone and it’s up to us whether to cherish those people and memories for a lifetime.

I wish to just see her smiling like this, hiding no pain, guilts and regrets. And when she wanna cry I want her to wipe off those tears from her lovely cheeks so that she doesn’t have to apply so much effort.

An Unforgettable Walk

Dear Diary,

I know you’re the only one who’ll hear me out at the times when I feel low about things. I know I’m pretty selfish about things but today I wanna be. I feel I can never go with the feel I’m having inside or simply the vibes. I know I’m not good enough to have a friend or anyone in my life. I’m not in the phase to talk to anyone expect you. I feel I want someone with whom I can have a conversation, a long good conversation. Well, It’s good to be in a state of pain and gloominess. Trusting someone with something takes courage and always give you power either to trust or not. I’m in that state to take myself out of everything so that

An Angel who turned her life!

Regretting over mistakes committed in love is the most painful feeling after giving birth to a child, I guess. She must be feeling the worst or maybe just nothing. I wish I could meet her once more. I wish I could wipe those emotions full of pain from her. I think she hated loving, but I saw love for me inside her eyes. But unfortunately, I couldn’t find the reason. How could life be so hard on her that she changed her world? Just for food, she sells herself. That’s completely unfair. What has she done? She loved someone unconditionally and surrendered herself to him. In return, what she got is just pain and this fucking pain. Imagining her situation is like thinking about infinity.
I reached the city of hearts and having few puffs of smoke. Suddenly I saw a guy having a gun in hands walking towards me. My brain gave me a negative signal, and I started running. I reached the red light area and I had no idea about it. I calmed down myself to catch my breath. I saw starts beside me and the path of darkness. I had no another option left than following it. In that path of darkness, there lived the most broken and painful souls. I saw someone walking towards me in that darkness. That was the first time I saw her. She questioned me, “ Who are you? What are you doing here? “ I ran for the second time and asked her for help. She held my hand took me a tiny room, full of darkness. She asked me to sit there and relax. She brought a glass of water for me. Until the time I had no idea that I’m in a brothel and this is a red light area. I asked her,” Where am I?” She answered me. I was completely shocked and she put her palm on mine. I looked at her and gave an awkward reaction. She was worried I guess. I told her, I should leave now but she requested me to stay here as it is dangerous to go outside. I stood there and she told me to sleep here. She left the room. After few minutes, she came again and asked if I had dinner or not. I hesitated for a while and said “Yes”. I needed a smoke badly so asked her if I can get a cigarette. She came back after few minutes with an omelet and a cigarette. I was damn hungry and that food gave me a smile on my face. While eating, I thanked her and she told me to stay here for the night. Again I got a shock. I said I am sorry, I had no intention to come here. I’ll book a room. She requested me to stay and said, “People just come here for pleasure but you’re the first person who has come here with a clean heart”. I got touched by those words and decided in nanoseconds to stay. She’s been nice. I didn’t know that it was her room, she told me to shift as we’ll have to share this bed. Oh my Gosh, what’s this. I can’t but I didn’t utter a word. I asked her why she’s here. She stood silent for few seconds then suddenly she said it’s a long story. I insisted her to tell me but I guess she was not comfortable. Then I saw tiny drops of water rolling down her eyes. I am sorry if I hurt you. She said, “What hurts me is my past, presently I’ve lost feeling anything!”. I insisted her once again to tell what exactly happened. The answer which I got from her was something unbelievable. I was like What the fu*k. Thinking once again about that moment gives me goosebumps. How could someone sell his love just for money? Well, She also loved someone truly, badly, unconditionally, passionately but what she got in return is this fucking life. I had no words to say, so I decided to stood silence for another few minutes. I can see her broken completely. She is just like a walking dead body. Suddenly I don’t know what came to my mind, I hugged her. Then she started crying badly, which got uncontrollable. Her eyes was lost somewhere in darkness that she had no idea how to find it. So she decided to sit in that darkness until the she finds herself. I always thought how unlucky we are but after hearing those words from here I felt like the luckiest person for the meanwhile. When i felt there is silence, I said Sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you it’s just that I wanted to know. I asked her, What can I do for you? I would love to help you out. She answered it in a very heart touching way, She wanted me to hug her and sleep as if there’s no tomorrow. I hesitated but It agreed. I saw a broad smile over her face. Her cheeks became red, she blushed I guess. I did exactly what she said.
After waking I saw here sleeping, she looked beautiful. I clicked one picture of her and took my bag and left the place. I felt bad that I didn’t even thank her for everything. I saw love for me in her eyes.
After completing my work, I reached that brothel again and I tried finding her, but she was not there. I asked few people about her, all said the same thing that She left here this afternoon. I felt bad. A lot of thoughts were roaming around my mind and heart. For the first time, they were working for the same feeling in the right direction. I left that place. That became a guilt for me and l still regret why I didn’t even thank her. After all, she saved my life. Hope to see her again someday!
You’re an angel who’s lost, that’s all I know. Thanks if you’re reading this. I wish I could have got a chance to meet you again and tell you something that no one has said to you ever.